When We Part

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When the day comes that I have to leave

And never look back

Don’t bid me with tear stricken face

Or guilt laden smiles

 

Know that it was my decision, and mine alone

Don’t irk yourself with ifs and buts

Ours was a tragedy not a love story

Doomed from the very first page

 

Our souls are made of one and the same

Will find each other once again

Another time, another life

When the stars are kind enough to let us kiss

 

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“To the people who look at the stars and wish, Rhys.”

Rhys clinked the glass against mine. “To the stars who listen- and the dreams that are answered.”

A Court of Mist and Fury ( SARAH J MAAS)

Devil In You

Because you don’t pose what you are not
Or sugarcoat my shortcomings
Because you don’t give in to my antics
Or say things that soothe my ego
I owe to the devil in you.

Because you accomplice in all my lies
And dare me to cross each line
Because you bring out the insane
And urge me to bow down to nobody
I owe to the devil in you.

Stark truth, ever assessing eyes
Pin pointing each fault line
You fling the mirror in my face
And dare me to defy stereotype.

Angels with all their smiles and glory
Can never match your wicked ways
Sinner, with a flawed heart
Much love, to the devil in you.

download“But how will I know who my Soulmate is?” “By taking risks,” she said to Brida. “By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing ┬áin your search for love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.”

Brida (PAULO COELHO)

Won’t Stay

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Been lonely for a long time
Wild spirit, her only ally
Detached, desperate for solace
She wont stay.
Bruised, yet brave
Crude, her only way
She has seen it all -roses, rhymes, rings
Knows their worth
And how unworthy they are
Won’t settle down, she is destined for up
Losing sleep, losing friends
Plans and work never ends
Toiling hard all on stake
Going places, she ll find her way
She is fire walking, don’t you play
An enigma, a shooting star of sorts
Why would she settle?

Why would she stay?

3AM Rant

thI couldn’t sleep till 3am rereading your text and wondering what did you see in me that you are laying your heart down for a jarred soul like mine and thinking about all the reasons why I should say no to you and how perfect we are not and how broken I will feel once you will leave me because in my twenty years of existence people always leave sometimes soon sometimes sooner they leave and take with them a piece of my heart and then I am never the same again what will I do when you will leave me after I have shown you all my parts ugly ones too and then you decide that you don’t adore me anymore or what if you decide to give your heart to someone else I would be devastated because I would love you with all the fragments of my heart still left intact and then those will crumple down and leave a hollow ache inside me which will turn me into a shell of a person and these thoughts could not let me sleep all night but then with the first ray of sunshine came a ray of hope that what if you are right and we can have a perfectly imperfect fairytale and we can love again and stay in love forever?

Sinned

Like a moth to flame
Burning, yet braving his way
To her, he wanders
His sanity, his solace.

Guised vanity, clad in tulle
A vice, with a wicked heart
She is all that is wreckage
Satan’s favorite child.

Besotted, he pays no heed
Desires paving his way to disasters
Ready to sin, ready to sink
His salvation, a taste of her ruby lips.

She lets him get his fill, and much more
Another mortal, she used and thrown
Sans merci, she lets you sin
And finds solace in your strike.